O&G - i like the N

currently listening to : singalongsong - khalil fong

rant rant rant - im in my 3rd week of O&G and oh my, it is....to be polite, not nice... : ( the only okie part about this rotation is probably the neonate part which isn't even in its name O&G - it's the N (mini paeds).

the bad : i have no interest in seeing how other woman suffer - in delivery and during gynae examinations because it only reminds me of how i might actually be a patient one day. and O&G is basically a field of invasion of privacy - poking and proding into other ppl's ahem - not pleasant. the subject itself - physiology and memorisation. so far, i've came to a conclusion - O&G is a horrible reminder of how complicated we women are (in every freaking way...and we are so so breakable - think tears and prolapses)

the good : neonates are cute :) (omg since when am i a kids person...:S). it also reminded me of how wonderful and brave my mum is for going through 3 normal deliveries and of course, every woman who went through deliveries are superwoman because i honestly don't know if i can ever go through such pain...(if i ever do get pregnant - pls freaking give me an epidural even before 1st stage begins or knock me out on GA :P) . and every guy should always accompany their wife to the delivery suite because the things that a woman sacrifice for their family is undescribable through words alone, you really have to see it to see how scary it is...(i had horror images and screaming woman's voices hovering over my head before i sleep after my delivery suite shifts..SERIOUSLY)...

argh. how am i going to survive this rotation? i don't know...but at least i know you (LATTE) share the same sentiment with me regarding the vagina squads : P

i should try hypnotizing myself to like O&G *starts chanting*